I just ended things with him. And she is anyway not really a part of my life anymore.
Now when I think of it, I see that there's not a single person in my life at the moment who I'm emotionally dependent on. So dependent that I could give them the power to mess with me. No one.
And that coming from me, is a huge thing.
I feel powerful and in total control. And is that awesome or what.
You know the best way to come over someone?
It's when you're "lucky" enough to witness the person change drastically, so much that you don't identify with him/her any longer. Yes, you'll have a gazillion questions but when you see them going unanswered, you'll eventually get tired and stop looking for answers. By the end of it, you'll just be exhausted and before you know it, you've left all of it behind you.
Now when I think of it, I see that there's not a single person in my life at the moment who I'm emotionally dependent on. So dependent that I could give them the power to mess with me. No one.
And that coming from me, is a huge thing.
I feel powerful and in total control. And is that awesome or what.
You know the best way to come over someone?
It's when you're "lucky" enough to witness the person change drastically, so much that you don't identify with him/her any longer. Yes, you'll have a gazillion questions but when you see them going unanswered, you'll eventually get tired and stop looking for answers. By the end of it, you'll just be exhausted and before you know it, you've left all of it behind you.
:)
ReplyDeleteOh man, break-ups (romantic or otherwise) are awful, regardless of the circumstances! Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteU r not emotionally dependent on anyone at the moment? That is really awesome!
ReplyDeleteWe ourselves allow ppl to mess with us..We somehow give them the power to mess with us..
It is nice to be by yourself!
@Darshan: :D
ReplyDelete@Insignificant: Yes they are awful but this one isn't all that bad. In fact, it couldn't have gotten better :)
@Swats: Yes, it feels great!
in the end, there is peace. the egg has hatched. for good or for bad.
ReplyDeleteIt takes great strength to be able to leave someone you have been so attached with. And its a good thing.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your support and comment on my blog :-)
@Raj: For good, for good :)
ReplyDelete@Raaji: Glad you're back Raaji!
i think i love this.
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