Yesterday was a horrible day. Though the horrible-ness (yes!) lasted for barely 3 hours, they were the 3 most terrible hours which came after a long long time. What happened? I wept. No, I didn't cry. I wept. Wept for the two people who were so close. Wept for the two people who I didn't imagine weeping so much for. Wept for the two people who didn't even have a clue.
What sucks here is that there are two of them. Both of them - so different yet so similar in the uncanniest way. I was just filled with hatred yesterday. The maddening types. I'm still angry but I know I'll be fine. Going back to those three hours ..they were plain painful. Chuts.
I can call them all sorts of names under the sun but it's not entirely their fault you know? If I understood the way they worked was it too much to expect them to know it too? Do I always have to go out of the way to make them feel good? Is it supposed to be my fucking job only? I'm sorry, I quit.
Even though I have all the reasons to say why my life sucks, I have the same number of reasons to say why it doesn't. And I'm fine. This is the beginning of a change and it's going to difficult initially and I'm ready. I'm ready for everything that's going to come my way.
I'm happy. Happy like 'tralalalala' :)
What sucks here is that there are two of them. Both of them - so different yet so similar in the uncanniest way. I was just filled with hatred yesterday. The maddening types. I'm still angry but I know I'll be fine. Going back to those three hours ..they were plain painful. Chuts.
I can call them all sorts of names under the sun but it's not entirely their fault you know? If I understood the way they worked was it too much to expect them to know it too? Do I always have to go out of the way to make them feel good? Is it supposed to be my fucking job only? I'm sorry, I quit.
Even though I have all the reasons to say why my life sucks, I have the same number of reasons to say why it doesn't. And I'm fine. This is the beginning of a change and it's going to difficult initially and I'm ready. I'm ready for everything that's going to come my way.
I'm happy. Happy like 'tralalalala' :)
I'm happy. Happy like 'tralalalala' :)
ReplyDeleteliar!
look, i am sure you have more friends. trust me, just turn to them now. just talk. you will be fine. why i know? well i had a terrible yesterday morning and an awesome yesterday night.
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@Raj: OMG. Why the fuck would I lie here? I am happy. I do have more friends but I'm not turning to anyone right now. I don't feel the need to. I think I've mentioned that before. It's really very simple.
ReplyDeletedidn't mean to offend.
ReplyDeleteNo no, chill. Didn't get offended. There's a reason why I write anonymously. What's the point if I had to lie. Get me?
ReplyDeletetotally. but if i were you, i would rather not be alone. but then we are all different aren't we? :)
ReplyDeleteI love your blog's title. Pata nai kyun.
ReplyDelete@Raj: Yes, we are :)
ReplyDelete@AcetylCholine: EEEEEE! :D
Thank youuu! It can't get more random!
Shit happens, all the time,
ReplyDeleteAll we need is to get past it, Like you did :)
I *hope* I did :)
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