Monday, August 15, 2011

You like it messy?

I'm just letting things be. I'm not giving in to my impulses and saying whatever I feel like. I'm not bombarding people with questions even though I desperately need answers. I'm just letting things unfold on their own and I wonder if they ever will. You know why? Because that's the way those assholes want it.

They have nothing at all to offer - no explanations, no justifications for their behaviour, nothing. So guess the odd one out here? It's me and my shitty need to know what's happening and have everything sorted. But who likes it sorted right? We love mess. Well then, a "mess" it is. Even though I hate mess, I'll do anything to not sort it this time.

It bloody well sucks when the people you could have said volumes to without even thinking twice are the ones who are making you think a thousand times over now. How much ever of a cliche it is, it's just so fucking true.

Feel it to know it. Actually don't. It's not such a pretty place to be in.

5 comments:

  1. It bloody well sucks when the people you could have said volumes to without even thinking twice are the ones who are making you think a thousand times over now. How much ever of a cliche it is, it's just so fucking true.

    its also fucking true that most people who you can say volumes 'for' wont say even a little bit for you. even when you really freaking need it.

    and then they will add, i am what i am.

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  2. ps: messy sucks. i cant freaking take it. so trash the mess.

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  3. Ya, messy sucks. Trash the mess? Nah, not this time.

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  4. Ha !

    That helplessness.. sucks big time ~sigh~

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  5. Helplessness. That's the word.

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